All you do is wish. What if you would try instead of wishing all the time.
ive always hated kids
"did you hate yourself when you were a kid"
A five year old at the gas station said he liked my “bat woman” tattoo excitedly. His father condescendingly asked how many I had. I told him I had 11. He scoffed and asked how waiting tables all my life sounded and I said, “it’s alright on the weekends, but throughout the week I’m your son’s teacher.” He walked out without another word.
I have to clean my room. I have to take a shower. I have to get dressed and put on make up. But i’m just laying in bed. Ready to die.
2014 is half over and
- -i lost no weight
- -didn’t learn anything
- -haven’t made an effort to save money
- -still ugly
not texting back is only okay when i do it
I don’t really forgive people I just pretend like its ok and wait for my opportunity to destroy them